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I HATE PEOPLE....

Okay... so i was about to delete my xanga last night. and it didnt work like all the three times i tried. then i felt really sad cuz its full of memories that i wrote about and awesome days with friends. so i guess im keeping it now... to read it every once in a while and to remember certain days. no one really goes on this or reads this... no one that i know of (except for Dodge and nettie). Yea... well this year has been weird. ive been slacking with school but i think im actully going to try cuz its really important i go to a very very VERY good college. i have a job. pretty weird but i like it cuz i get money. i really really hope i get to go to hawaii this spring break. i need to go for so many reasons. its hawaii! so yea... i hope i work that out in the next two weeks... i have the money and everything. im just going to keep talking to my parents and convince them to let me go. hopefully that will work and then its all fun from there. big bear this weekend. very exciting. third year. hopefully its fun. i cant wait to be done with high school, but im kind of scared of what life after that is like. whatever it is, i hope i succeed. i am so in love with dodge.  he is amazing. i love ALL my awesome friends. people i hang out with and how people are have definatly changed over the year. i guess this is an new blog for awhile. so yea.. hopefully hawaii works out and if i go, ill make a super cool new blog with a bunch of awesome pics and details of everyy frikkin day i was there! peace out!

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